Ive told you before ;

When you need me but do not want me
then I will stay.
When you want me but do not need me
then I have to go.

:)

SAYA RINDU AWAK LAH.

CEPAT LAH BALIK DARI REDANG :|

the seasons of love.

The SPRINGTIME

Falling in love is like springtime. We feel as though we will be happy forever. We cannot imagine not loving our partner. It is a time of innocence. Love seem eternal. It is a magical time when everything seems perfect and works effortlessly. Our partner seems to be the perfect fit. We effortlessly dance together in harmony && rejoice in our good fortune.

The SUMMER

Throughout the summer we realize our partner is not as perfect as we thought, and we have to work on our relationship. Not only is our partner from another planet, but he or she is also a human who makes mistakes and is flawed in certain ways.

Frustration && dissapointment arise; weeds need to be uprooted and plants need extra watering under the hot sun. It is no longer easy to give love && get the love we need. We discover that we are not always happy, && we do not always feel loving. It is not our picture of love. Many couples at this point become disillusioned. They do not want to work on a relationship. They unreliastically expect it to be spring all the time. They blame their partners and give up. They do not realize that love is not always easy ; sometimes it requires hard work under a hot sun. In the summer season of love, we need to nurture our partner's needs as well as ask for ang get the love we need. It doesnt happen automatically.

The AUTUMN

As a result of tending the garden during the summer, we get to harvest the results of our hard work. Fall has come. It is a golden time-rich and fulfilling. We experience a more mature love that accepts and understands our partner's imperfection as well as our own. It is a time of thanksgiving and sharing. Having worked hard during summer we can relax and enjoy the love we have created.

The WINTER

Then the weather changes again, and winter comes. During the cold, barren months of winter, all of nature pulls back within itself. It is a time of rest, reflection, and renewal. This is a time in relationships when we experience our own unresolved pain or our shadow self. It is when our lid comes off && our painful feelings emerge. It is a time off solitary growth when we need to look more to ourselves than to our partners for love && fulfillment. It is a time of heeling. This is the time when men hibernate in their caves && women sink to the bottom of their wells.
After loving && heeling ourselves through the dark winter of love, then spring inevitably returns. Once again we are blessed with the feelings of hope, love && and an abundance of possibilities. Based on the inner healing && soul searching of our wintery journey, we are able to open our hearts && feel the springtime of love.

"MEN ARE FROM MARS,WOMEN ARE FROM VENUS"

A few questions that I need to know How you could ever hurt me so
I need to know, what I've done wrong And how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
But I'll know never to make the same mistake again

You can tell me to my face, Or even on the phone,
You can write it in a letter, Either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right? Did I always start the fight?
Either way I'm going out of my mind
All the answers to my questions, I have to find

never ever, All saint.

awak yang disayangi

HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY love
&& this is fr you..

HIM

he is the one who...

* wipe my tears when im cry
* listen wholeheartly when i need someone to talk to
* make me feel safe when im with him
* carry my shopping bag and buy me gift each time we have dates
* hold my hand & never let go
* make me laugh all the time
* cheer me up when im moody
* lullaby me to sleep & read a bedtime story
* write me a song
* give me everything he have
* catch me when im fall & give back my strength & his support
* willing to do anything for me...

i still remember... when he susah payah datang segamat just to meet me and drive balik rumah sorang-sorang and also..
cerita pasal cermin tu.cerita setiap kali kita jumpa && everything :).

he always try to fulfill my need macam "saya nak pergi sana jugak, saya nak makan pizza jugak, lepas tu "saya tanak balik selagi tak dapat benda tu" haha :P
dan hasilnyaa..




tadaaa.meet bing-bing :)

ps ; awak, muka dy memang annoying kan. tape abaikan keannoyingngan muka dy. tapi dy comel kan kan awak ? dah la gemok macam pak mok.haha :P

saya tak ada apa pun untuk anniversary 2nd year ni. sorry sayang. sorry kena layan kerenah saya yang macam-macam ni. saya rindu awak lah :(. dua hari dengan awak dah cukup buat awak pening letih bagai layan saya teheee tapi saya seronok. awak seronok tak ? happy tak jumpa saya ? ehee ^-^

he is the sweetest. he is the best. he meant the world to me!

i LOVE youu...

forever && always :)

the 3 hari yang awesome :)

heee thank you mr dear busuk kepam :p sebab layan saya. macam macam kita buat kan darling kan ? hehe.nak lagi 3 hari boleh tak sbb i miss you already :(. awak ni hebat lah sebab berjaya buat saya rindu awak lagi dan lagi dan lagi.awak rindu sy tak agaknye hmm (-_-).

awak awak, 3 hari tu best.akhirnya dapat juge sy buat benda tu.simple gile kan tapi sy harap harap harap sangat awak suke ehe ;). pastu cerita valentine day tu pun best. hehe nak tengok lagi boleh tak ? :p. thank you sebab tunggu saya tadi kat tangga tu, sy suke! awak ni sweet lah.haha :p. oklah awak,ILY.

cantik kan Pulau Redang ? hehe pegi jom syg

:)

6 februari 2010

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY LOVE

:)

3 days with you && i love it ! hehe. thank you thank you andd thank you for everything. i love doing things with you, especially the DUIT SYILING thing. hehe. tc love, go back home jgn merayau rayau && online as often as you can. kalau boleh sangkut je laptop kat leher. haha :p.

okay, i heart you darling :)

itu kamu

i love him soo fucking much !

he may not be someone that you feel comfortable with,
but for me, he is someone that i feel
comfortable sharing my life with :)

its hard to understand what we are going through
talking, fighting, quarelling, blaming each other
every time , all the time we had
all things look like a mess
a terrified, overprotective paranoid mess, but,
that make me feel safe and wanted

and his i-want-you-to-know-that-ily-somuch behaviour make me laugh !
we may don't live the fairy-tale love,
he doesn't shower me with rose petals or
a bunch of roses, but,
he do make me laugh all the time.

when i dress up to go out with him, he compliments me.
when i cry, he wipes my tears.
when i feel lonely, he makes me feel loved.
when i feel down, he gave my strength back.
he love every part of me, especially,
the most disgusting bad one.
he treat me with respect, make me feel very happy,
really happy, the dancing-on-air happy :D

and who need a bunch of roses when you can get hug ?

thank you dear for being a part of my life.

i love you <3>